Music
Releases & Live Performance

Aer Purus
Limited edition cassette • 1995

Self-raising Flower
Limited edition CD • 2000

Last Days of Home
Limited edition CD • 2008

Sounds of Homes
CD Collaboration • 2016

Wherever You Are
Digital EP • 2019









About
I’m going to make this an honest account, not a bio! (This has not been written with AI.)
I’ve always been about creating layered sound that implies deeper internal realities and transitions. Vertical harmony (chord progressions) inspired me in music much more than horizontal melody — lyrics and melody often came last in my process. Growing up harmony-singing at the piano and in choirs thanks to my mother, a choral music teacher, and listening to bands like the Beach Boys and lush pop productions of 70's, 80's and then 90s music was my musical foundation.
I spent most of my school years in Canberra - as a young teen I learned flute and then a wide range of orchestral percussion in a symphonic youth orchestra. Influenced hugely by bands like New Order, Scritti Politti, The Smiths, Stock Aitken & Waterman (…!) bands, Howard Jones, Propaganda, I bought my first ESQ sequencer at about 19 and began experimenting with creating pretty clunky electronic bits of music, graduating to an Atari and e-64 sampler after completing a Contemporary Music BA up in Lismore. I majored in composition and music video, but was invited to join a touring 8-piece a capella group that went overseas, competing and performing in the US. I really enjoyed being a harmony singer in a small group of others singing a capella (even though the repertoire was pretty old fashioned).
I was in Melbourne after that for a few years in a duo with a partner of mine - me singing, him on guitar. I also worked on a few indie films as a camera and then a lighting assistant, before realising I wanted to focus on making my own music. I worked with another guitarist for a year or so and we recorded a few tracks that we co-wrote, very much in the style of the Cocteaus but with a bit more overdriven / flange guitar (a few of these ended up on the first cassette, Aer Purus).
At 25 I hitched around Western Australia and finally moved back to Sydney (where I was born). I was really impacted by Cocteau Twins, Lush, Curve, My Bloody Valentine; I preferred vocals woven into the texture as another instrument layer (as per the production style of a lot of 90’s music). I immediately met up with and then moved in with a musical mentor who was then in a sampling electronic band on Volition, and he had a massive impact on me both personally and musically - both negatively and positively. The very same year I met another huge musical influence on me who I ended up working for eventually, and became a long-time colleague and friend.
Field recordings, spoken word, open guitar tunings running through effect chains, and electronic instrumentation eventually became my instruments for evoking atmosphere and inner landscapes. I could only ever play basic keyboard - I managed to get to second grade - but got into sequencing to compensate. In my 20’s I learned to play guitar my own way, devising shapes in different tunings for rhythm playing.
A highlight during those times was forming and writing for a four-piece female vocal group (Lumania, formed in Sydney in 1996), which featured phonetic vocal pieces I'd improvised, multi-tracked, drowned in effects and then taught to four pretty amazing women (Lauren Freedman, Tara Millet, Jacqueline Freeman) who are all still making music today. Unfortunately we didn't last, but it was an amazing quartet for awhile. You could hear a pin drop when we performed (in a good way)! They very willingly learnt my twisty phonetic backwards vocal parts by ear...! (photos: Corrie Ancone)
During a stint in the Blue Mountains, when releasing the first CD I did a little CD launch at a venue there, assisted by Jodi Phillis, Robyne Dunne and Eleanor Sapir (photo), - in this photo they’re singing one of those Lumania songs with me.
Back in Sydney I later managed Shane Fahey's fledgling label Endgame Records for nearly five years from 2004 to 2009 and was able to put an existing release (Self Raising Flower) that I'd made partly on a Porta studio and partly at Airmotion (downstairs at Megaphon) with Shane through early etailer aggregators we’d managed to get distribution with. The song Close did pretty well for an indie release thanks to algorithms on services grouping me into Cocteau Twins-based online radio selections.
Shane and I laboured over the next album Last Days of Home in Megaphon Studios during studio downtime for years...which was much harder and took its toll.
I never found it easy to mount performances, and honestly it rarely worked. I found my singing suffered when I also was controlling keyboards and samples and also multiple vocal tracks made things hard to recreate. I often wished I could have just met the right people to form a band I was co-songwriting in, but it just didn’t happen like that.
So I've mostly worked solo, driven to realise the sounds I hear internally. I know collaboration creates better music, but I've found it difficult to compromise when the collaboration diverges from my 'aural vision' - what my inner ears want to hear.
I worked on Sounds of Homes with Shane over about five years which began around the time the last of our property at Kioloa (the house) was sold. This had a very big, long-lasting impact on me as it was the place that truly felt like home. I lived there full-time during two different periods, for about a year, as well as going there regularly while living where work was.
Since then, I’ve moved around a lot, returning to Sydney at various times. I made a new EP in 2017/2018 after going into Conservation and Land Management for a number of years, travelling to Findhorn in 2009, owning a dingo-cross for about 8 years, buying land in an ecovillage, finally selling it, and scraping by much of the time.
I was greatly inspired by Martin Christie's Electronic Music Open Mic nights in the UK and Europe, and I participated in a few while travelling in the UK during 2017 and 2018 (after finally selling the land in the ecovillage). During this time I was creating my next EP, Wherever You Are.
(I am now reworking some of these tracks for re-release through Endgame channels.)
There is plenty more personal stuff I could say about this journey, as a woman striving to make electronic music in Australia. Maybe that’s for blog entries. I’m no longer living in Sydney. After many years of practicing vocal harmonics (overtoning) and doing various trainings in Sound Healing, I’m beginning to practice as a Sound Healer in Voice now.
EMOM Sydney 2019
Compilation Edit
After coming back to Sydney in 2018 from the UK, I founded and ran the first Sydney EMOM in January 2019, monthly for six months, then handed over to others. This video compilation was filmed collaboratively during that first six months, and edited by Cat Colman (with thanks!).
The east coast fires of late 2019 followed by the pandemic in 2020 brought things to a halt. Stewart Lawler has since revived EMOM Sydney on a bi-monthly basis, bigger and better than ever — find EMOM Sydney on Instagram, Facebook and Youtube.